As my life flashes before me eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late to pick up the value of my life.Russian Roulette — Rihanna
Today is just one of those days…I woke up sad, unmotivated and nostalgic. I must’ve dreamed something horrible. I hate the weather: 80 degrees F now, but in a couple hours it’ll plummet to 50 degrees. There are definitely days like today when I miss being surrounded by friends, but I think most days I enjoy this independent loneliness that I’ve come to accept. Life has just unfolded in this way. I miss summer, mostly those few amazing days in San Francisco—waking up next to him, the three-story Forever 21 and Urban Outfitters, wandering around lost yet curiously. Ever since we got back, I’ve been really anxious to escape this suburban city that’s been my home for the past 15 years.
Until then, put me in a bottle and I’ll just float out to sea.
